| hi fuck faces !
still here and still queer! ...
"hauuuttthouseeeee!" ... lmao
get used to it...
fuck you
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| So school is almost over.
It's sad really. About a month left until I graduate. If all goes well, I'll be an EMT over the summer :)
Angelo and I decided to break things off. I'll write more about it
later... ehhh. So i'm single not ready to mingle as of now.
That's all...
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| My birthday just past on the 16th. I'm 22 and its supposely "all downhill from here!" But my life has turned upside down from what it was. It's been a month with my baby and lord knows how grateful I am to have him. His love and support gave me the courage to come out to my dad today. It's funny how I told him driving back home from church. He could've had a stroke or something. LOL. Well anyways, he told me he had an idea and accepted it. He said, "last year, I've notice a great positive change in you. You look more confident and mature." At that moment, I started to cry because I came out to mostly everyone last year. This is a significant point of my life where I felt for the first time comfortable in my own skin. Funny how parents can notice any change in their children. My dad told me that he loves me unconditionally and could'nt be any more proud. He understood that "coming out" isn't an easy task to do. He's glad that I had the courage to do so. My dad's acceptance is something I've been searching for since I was a child. I never had the greatest relationship with him but now having his approval and support completes my search for acceptance.
No one chooses to be gay. But we do choose how to live our lives. I chose to be honest with myself. I didn't want to live a life of limitations, fear, and regret. I chose to live out of the closet and be liberated, proud, and happy.
To all my friends who came and/or greeted me on my birthday. Thank You. You guys mean the world to me! I love all of you!
To all my family... I love all of you!
So happy right now I can just burst into an explosion of gay rainbow confetti... bwahah :P
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| I met someone...
someone who is sweet, smart, funny, charming, cute, sexy, handsome, and so imperfectly perfect.
When our lips first touched, I felt as if I was kissed for the first time. So arousing, so alluring, so tempting, so memorable. Everytime he caresses my body, I yearn for more. I yearn for his warmth, his gentleness, his bliss. Hearing his soft breath breathing down my neck causes me to tremble in anticipation. When we talk, I feel we are getting closer and closer into learning what makes us "us".
For the past couple of weeks, I had feelings of uncertainty yet still smiling. This uncertainty comes from the mysterious unknown. We both don't know what the future has in store for us. Just know that I am so happy that I got to meet someone like YOU. As we venture through this unknown together, know that I never look back. I look straight into the path wtih eagerness to unfold what lies ahead. Whatever may happen, I'm glad it will. I'm a firm believer of "everything happens for a reason". And for that, I'm glad this reason is you.
a thousand kisses and hugs from your lil' vampire
Mikey |
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| Hey All,
Check out my Las Vegas pictures:
http://ibigimike.multiply.com |
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